You’ve been on my mind, I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time just thinking of your face
God only knows why it’s taken me so long to let my doubts go
You’re the only one that I want

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I’m worthy to hold in your arms

With V safe by my side, after a week(maybe a bit more) of disappearance, I’m content.

You make me so happy – even when you snore.


How do you do it?

How do you deal with your boyfriend’s disappearance with no notice?

How do you trust him – if he says he is at work, he’s really at work.

How do you love a man who may die at anyone time?

FAQs(chey like so famous) about my relationship with my boyfriend.

1. I will just have the “glass-half-full” concept. He’s not home tonight..? He’ll be home tomorrow, or the next day, or the next. He will come home.

2. If he’s at work, he better be at work. If he doesn’t have a lot of time for me, he better not spend his extra(yet little)  time with another girl. Bitch please.

3. Love him for who he is, who he will become. You’re as special to him as he is to you. Pray…. A LOT. Ask the Lord to grant you peace and serenity, patience to do the things you can or cannot do. Pray for safety.

Thinking about it, in a span of 2 years, V and I have been physically apart for over a year. CAN YOU IMAGINE?!!!

In conclusion, I deal with it. Difficult but it can be done.

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V: your hair is in a bun…..that means you didn’t wash your hair again.

S: WHAT AGAIN!! I washed yesterday.

V: yesterday morning. That means 2 nights didn’t wash already.

S: how do you know all these??

V: I just observe your pattern.

*ohs nos*

For some reason, happy 21 months mon amour.

Being there – or not there, when I need you. Couldn’t imagine life without you.

Being patient when I get frustrated. Everything you made me become and all that I will be.

Having faith in whatever I pursue.

Making me happy. Making me comfortable.

My everything.

Happy SAF day even though it doesn’t mean anything to me besides getting to see my boyfriend in his suave no. 3 hehehe.

Although wearing the no. 1 would be better, I shall wait till our wedding. That is if he, 1) wants to marry me or 2) actually agrees to a military wedding.

He wouldn’t let me iron his uniform for him nor place his badges on it because I will be more of a hassle than help.

Excuse me while I go check out the view hehehe.